Everyday i must step one foot in front of one another. I must force myself to move forward for me. i must smile in at each cringe of fear, and lift my head high as the pain engolfs my flesh. For my soul will forever be mine to control, my to change. No matter what you feel no matter what you do decisions are fully yours. That is the beauty of life, and of death. I choose to life, not only a life but one that i want. One filled with love, and joy, and making it through. for each one of us is so gifted in so many different ways it would be a shame to cut our wrists and bleed our soul.